Thursday, March 8, 2012

Affection

The three blushing
roses sat upon the
desk, petals delicately
displayed, pointing
towards the sky.
And as they sat in
the glass vase upon the
white countertop
beside the blonde beauty
working diligently on
an insignificant
college paper,
there they stayed;
Reminding
her that someone
loved her enough
to buy her three
pink blushing roses
to sit upon her desk. 

Median

The moment between safe and sadness
happened when I said,
“I wish we weren’t here.”
Tension had been building
to a point where all I wanted 
was to get back to
our place of normalcy,
but a decision needed to be declared.
Distant days had passed since
the discussion of our future,
a future Hope had cast her hand in.
Our commitment encompassed
the core of my heart;
And how could the heart be wrong?
So I waited, waited for you
in that crowded softly-lit space
to quiet your thoughts and share
with me your mind.
But you,
you knew all along the path you must take.
You kept your truth hidden, preserved the
decision deep within to ferment 
like fateful fruit.
As your personal pungent wine poured from
your lips, you knew it would cause
my mind to pucker, and your definitive answer
caused Hope within my chest
to fall from her home  
D
O
W
N
to the wood-tiled floor
in one solid second.
And that moment between safe and sadness,
where my whispered words
finally found your ears,
was when we both knew 
there would be no more
me&you. 

Tinman

"If I only had a heart,” 
said the Tinman to  
Dorothy Gale after
resurrecting from his
rusted prison.

A heart is needed to live,
to pump blood through
veins, spread nutrients
throughout the body,
but when it comes down to it,
why are hearts so fragile,
so easily broken?
And why would a man
made of tin want to
suffer so much like a human,
to be further conquered by emotions
and to cry until rusting solid,
forcing himself into solitude
again and again?
Instead, he should ask for
a mind like the Scarecrow,
a place for prayer and patience
to keep feelings controlled…

But then…
where would
desired love
thrive?  

Fractured Fortress

The castle we built
is crashing down.
High walls tumble and fall,
and while I’m crushed
under the weight,
you try and place
scattered pieces back
together like a puzzle
reaching to the sky.

But it’s no use.

Its destruction,
its demise,
is done.
The fallen stones,
cracked and broken,
crumble apart and
turn to dust at our
feet, blowing away
in the wind and
escaping our
fine fingertips.

As we turn our
faces from the
ground and stare
into each other’s eyes,
the truth becomes real:
there’s no way back
to our polished, perfect
house of dreams.

So where shall we
go from here? 

Jack and Jill

In old nursery rhyme
of Jack and Jill,
we were told how
after climbing their
hill Jack fell first and Jill
followed close behind.
But, did Jack fall blindly,
tripping over two left feet?
Or did Jill push him,
angry over a truth he
chose to confess?
And once she watched him
tumble down,
did guilt consume
her heart and drive her
towards the same fate?
For when one love falls
so does the other in
Defeat. 

Proposal

Your immensity
halts my breath
with each new step
towards a future with you.
But your quiet demeanor
reaches into my core
until I want more
of you and the qualities we share.
And Our differences
mesh Us together
all more the better
than only mere similarities could do.
So when We take
that final stride,
climb up the mountainside
of life’s uncertainties,
We shall illuminate
a world of forever love.
And know,
that together,
We will forever
be united as
One.